{"id":2911,"date":"2011-12-14T19:11:56","date_gmt":"2011-12-15T02:11:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/macblaze.ca\/?p=2911"},"modified":"2011-12-14T19:20:14","modified_gmt":"2011-12-15T02:20:14","slug":"day-14000-get-me-ouht-ahere","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/macblaze.ca\/?p=2911","title":{"rendered":"Day 12,000: Get me ouht a&#8217;here!!!"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>I think Carmen is starting to crack under the pressure of forced relaxation. I saw her circling a fir tree&#8230; round and round and round. At first I thought she thought it was muster point but but then I realized it was some sort of odd OCD-realted nervous tic manifesting itself with a need to perform wican rituals&#8230; or at least that&#8217;s what made the most sense at the time&#8230;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>I&#8217;m so nervous. It&#8217;s been years. I&#8217;m not sure I even remember how. And if I do something stupid&#8230; oh the potential for embarrassment is simply overwhelming. I won&#8217;t go. I&#8217;ll just stay here in my homespun blanket (yes, I have been bored and have too much time on my hands) and hide. No fuss, no muss, no risk of premature mortification.<\/p>\n<p>But what if its good? What if I like it? This might be just what I needed. And I bet it will feel good. It always used to feel good. I like feeling good. So why not; take a risk; put myself out there&#8230; I&#8217;ve been in here too many days now&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ll do it!<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>OMG. That was so satisfying. I can&#8217;t believe how good I feel. Relaxed, revitalized, refreshed. Renewed. I just have to do that again. and Again. And again. I feel so sorry for all those who can&#8217;t experience this. Why did I wait so long. It&#8217;s amazing how your brain can block out the sheer pleasure involved. Why else would it have taken me so long to try again&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Hopefully we can try again very,very soon.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Well I got a thank-you email from Chantal. She enjoyed lunch as much as I did. Friends are so awesome.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I think Carmen is starting to crack under the pressure of forced relaxation. I saw her circling a fir tree&#8230; round and round and round. At first I thought she thought it was muster point but but then I realized it was some sort of odd OCD-realted nervous tic manifesting itself with a need to [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[25],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/macblaze.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2911"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/macblaze.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/macblaze.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/macblaze.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/macblaze.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2911"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/macblaze.ca\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2911\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/macblaze.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2911"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/macblaze.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2911"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/macblaze.ca\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2911"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}